Sometimes I just feel like wanting to pop one off and end it all.
I feel like such a fucking failure at life now. One minute i'm told by my family "GO GET A JOB" so I go get a Job. Next minute "how do you plan on working this job and school and etc. etc."
What's the fucking point of me trying anymore? It's shit like this that makes me want to die. I guess i'm just a total loser and can never accomplish anything and have people tell me good luck or i'm happy for you.